This Unexpected Love

I feel, I need to blog....

I don't know who to talk to.. even if there is someone, I doubt, I'll be able to explain how I feel.

I'm just so in a mess right now....

Super stress...

I need a change.

Somethings are meant to be let go of...

Somethings can grow back, while some can't.

Don't say things to me when you don't mean it at all.

Don't say things to me and then forget all about it.

Because I remember every single thing you said to me,
I remember every single conversation we had, and the things we talk about.

Don't say things to me just so hoping that I'll feel better, when in fact, I don't at all.

Why huh? Why?

Why is this happening to me again and again?

And its at this crucial period, why?

Why the fark am I getting so god damn affected?

Why can't I just farking hell break away from this?

I'm so god damn farking stress.

Damn it.

I seriously need a change.

A new environment, a new me.

Oh god, please let my exams be over soon.