Day 55
The Things I Love & Hate and Hate & Love
I love to go to places where we used to always hang out at because it'll always put a smile across my face, and hate them because they made me miss those good old times even more.
I love to look at all our photos over and over again because I just love looking at your smiles and silly faces, and hate them because they made me miss you even more.
I love Blvgari, Issey Miyake and Kenneth Cole because it'll always make me feel that you're just around me, and hate them because it upsets me that you're no longer here with me.
I love Sushi because you were the one who always give in to me to help satisfy my cravings, and hate them because having Sushi just reminds me of how thoughtful you always were.
I love Christmas because it was the time when I had the happiest time in my life with you, and hate it because just looking at Christmas trees, made me realised the distance between us now, and how memories of all the nice, romantic and sweet surprises that you gave me flashes back every now and then.
I love watching movies because you were the one who was always sitting beside me in the theatre watching every movie with me, and hate them because watching movies now only reminds me of how secure your shoulder was, and the warm and strong arms of yours that always surrounds me without fail.
I love the mornings because I'll always wake up with a very simple "Morning, be safe and careful ah" which brightens up my day, and hate them because my mornings now are always blue and dull.
I love the nights because I'll always go to sleep with a very simple "Nite nite, try to sleep ah, miss you love you Muacks" and hate them because I'm always have difficulty falling asleep, and have dreams of you all the time.
No man, had ever given me all the love, care, concern and attention that you've ever given me. No man can ever replace, the place you stand in my heart.
And up til now, I'm still loving all of the above mentioned.....
and it all only meant one thing.....
I Love You
This is the third time this week
That I find myself wandering down your street
And I can't seem to give it up.
And I've even stopped making these excuses
For why you're stuck here in my thoughts
When it's been long enough.
And I try to keep myself moving,
But I'm not going anywhere.
I wait in the same spot
Brain like a parking lot
You're the traffic in my head
You're the reason that I'm wrecked
I pray for it to stop
Like rain on the sidewalk
The traffic in my head
You're the traffic in my head
There's just too much to forget
Guess I should be happy now
Everything is back to how it was
Before you came around
I'm already changing
I've even tried to find a new distraction
But still you surround
As if it's not hard enough
And I try to keep myself moving
But I'm not getting anywhere
I wait in the same spot
Brain like a parking lot
You're the traffic in my head
You're the reason that I'm wrecked
I pray for it to stop
Like rain on the sidewalk
The traffic in my head
You're the traffic in my head
A part of me thinks that I'm going crazy
The world's spinning
My vision is hazy
And none of this makes any sense
I never meant for this to end
I can do what I have to do...
If I could only get around you
I wait in the same spot
Brain like a parking lot
You're the traffic in my head
You're the reason that I'm wrecked
I pray for it to stop
Like rain on the sidewalk
The traffic in my head
You're the traffic in my head
There's just too much to forget
There's just too much to forget
There's just too much to forget
