Day 61


If I Ain't Got You


Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

Some people search for a fountain
Promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love them

And in a world on a silver platter
And wondering what it means
No one to share, no one who truly cares for me

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

If I ain't got you with me baby
Nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby

God damn it.

What the hell is wrong with me? I just so feel like punching and kicking myself in the face.

I'm seriously an idiot.

I just so so so so hate myself.

I'm a freak.

I always like to screw things up.






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I've really had enough.

Work is shitty. Especially when I'm always given the "not so important" stuffs to do.

After all, I've been in this company for going to 2 years, yet still not recognised.

Just because of the god damn tattoo on my hand. I hate the educational line.

God damn it.

I'm seriously so sick of working here, it just makes me want to puke.

Its not because of the people, its because of the environment, that made the people here change.

It really suck so much to work here. The atmosphere, is no longer the same.

I just dread coming to work.

Day 55

有一种爱，叫做放手.







I really really, miss you so much.