Wednesday, April 30, 2008


I want..... Canon Ixus 80 IS

Contemplating whether to buy or not.

Mambo tonight.


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=)
Last night's mood was ----> Photobucket

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

I Wanted You

Lately I've been thinking about what I can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way. I
've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I


I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you


I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done. I just can't do this anymore
'Cause we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now
We've been walking around in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I


I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I lvoed
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you


I, I... I'm so sorry baby
But I, I... I gotta pack up and leave
But I, I'll always remember how we came close...
to being how I wanted to be
I wanted you baby
I wanted you


I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you
Sometimes, it really doesn't pays to be nice.

I don't know what the hell did I do to deserve this cold treatment from you.

Still be here for me? Watching over me?

I feel none.

But its ok I guess, I can take care of myself well.

Friends? I don't feel it too.

I really don't know what is wrong.

And today is just so not my day.

First is this, second, my work.

I just feel sooooooo upset and angry!

Not being appreciated. Damn it.

A pack of lies?

I can't seem to understand.

Or rather, I'm choosing not to.

Been super moody since yesterday.

Damn bloody "pek cek".

I'm just so overwhelmed by disappointments, sadness and all the stress.

The road down is gonna be so damn tough with one lesser.

But I believe, I'm strong enough to walk til the end.

And, of course, I'm glad that I have all my darlings and dearies around.

Helping me with words of encouragements.

Lending me their ears to hear me whine.

Emotions are stirring up.

Darling mel, thanks for everything. Loves.

You know me best, and I bet you know how much I want him back.

Time to get back to work.

Monday, April 28, 2008

人是否都是一样?

失去了才懂得珍惜.

我就是这样.

以前, 总是忘记你教过我的事.

现在, 你走之后,

我发现, 不知不觉, 却记得你过去教我保护自己的方式.

我好想不想你, 好想不再爱你.

但是, 却做不到.

Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you've never met.

我暂时还是办不到.

absenceismakingmyheartfonderandfonder
loveforyouisstrongerandstronger
Zoo Zoo Zoo!!!



















The elephant show.









BaoBei & Me.



My Dearie Slut staring like one kind.

My cute QingQing.

Candid Candid.






The super smelly zebras.

The so called LJ face monkey.


















Super backdated, like 3 weeks ago?

Holland V with my dear Maddy.













The "Just Got Dumped" Ice Cream.