Tuesday, April 1, 2008

I've decided..

not to allow anyone control my emotions easily.

I'm really so tired emotionally.

I'm so confused by you...

I already did what I can...

Tears, words, actions, care, concern.

Nothing seems to be working on a 2 way basis.

So I guess, its time...

I let go...

We'll let nature take its course.

Let the farking fate decide.

The fate that has always been making fun of me.

给你最后的疼爱是手放开......


Meanwhile......

Short Term Goals

  • Go on a short getaway on my birthday. (Alone)
  • Get my customised LongChamp bag.
  • Get my Coach sling bag.
  • Get a sales related job.
  • Earn more money.
  • Driving license by end of the year.

Long Term Goals

  • Quit smoking.
  • Go back to being a happy girl.
  • Not let affairs of the heart affect me.
  • Get my diploma.
  • Next up is my Degree (hopefully I'll have the money to further it in Aussie)
  • My very own car.

Really hope I can do all these.

I just wanna be a happy girl.

Short getaway planning in progress.

  1. Turi Beach Resort
  2. Awana Porto Malai Langkawi
  3. Banyan Tree Bintan

I really really wanna relax myself.

Settle out all my thoughts.

Hopefully the planning will be a success.

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