Should I smile because you're still my friend?
Or cry because that's all we might ever be?
A million words would not bring you back,
I know
because I've tried.
Neither would a million tears,
I know
because I've cried.
I hate all these sleepless nights,
because they made me miss you even more.
When I'm sad and alone all I want is to
see you,
hear your voice,
take a sniff of you.
I'm always finding stupid reasons and excuses,
just because,
I really miss you and wanna see you.
Love that we cannot have is the one that lasts the longest, hurts the deepest and feels the strongest.
Even if I already knew you were gonna break my heart,
I still wouldn't change the fact that I fell in love with you.
I was scared to lose you, but now, I don't even have you anymore.
True love leaves a memory no one can steal and a heartache no one can heal
It's good to miss someone sometimes,
I guess,
even if its gonna hurt.
I guessed, we were the perfect couple, but just not in the perfect situation.
The saddest love is to love someone
to know that they still want you,
but the circumstances don't let you have them.
The part that hurts me the most,
is knowing that I once had you and then lost you...
The worst feeling in the world is giving all the love you have and then knowing it will never be returned.
Its hard to pretend you love someone when you don't but its harder to pretend that you don't love someone when you really do.
How do you heal a broken heart?
I seriously have no idea where to start because everything I do reminds me of you.
Our sweetest photos were those that tells the saddest thoughts.
I keep telling myself that I don't miss you,
and that I don't love you anymore.
Hoping someday
it'll all come true.
But I guess, its just so hard not to love a sweetie like you.
I might be single now,
but emotionally I'm completely taken.
Because in my mind I'll always wanna be your girl
even if you don't want me anymore.
In my mind you ain't worth anything,
but in my heart you are worth everything.
Our love didn't cost anything except
a lot of tears
a broken heart
and a Josephine, without genuine smiles and laughter anymore.
I know in reality now we can't be together,
so I'll just close my eyes and you're right here with me...
only in my dreams will you then be mine forever.
I was so happy when you first kissed me.
But a part of me died when you suddenly left me.
But now I still live,
waiting for the day you might return to me.
Our love happen unexpectedly, and it ended unexpectedly too.
You said you'll still be here,
you'll still be watching over me,
and thus you gave me the courage to stand alone.
Thank you my love.
Thank you for loving me.
Thank you for pampering me.
Thank you for giving me happiness.
Thank you for making me felt blissful.
Thank you for making me the happiest woman I thought I'll ever be in my life.
Thank you.
Its time to move on,
I know and I will.
But I'll still be here waiting for you too.
I love you Vincent Fong.
Monday, March 24, 2008
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Ger, everytime the post u wrote, saying u reli miss him n stuff like that, reli very touching.. But I think you really gonna make urself strong, and stand up once again... Although we might not know each other, but it hurts me to see you like this... Like a ger with empty soul...I noe words is easier than action... but really hope u'll get well soon...
u still have ur little boy, wenjun.. Ok?? *Gam-ba-te*
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